How was my Valentines Day?

I got one word for you: Sad.

Why was it sad? I do not know.

I cried about three times today. Got yelled at. Got told that I needed to toughen up. Told that I wore my emotions on my shoulders. Told that I thought that I was better than everyone else. Teased for not having a Valentine.

This is the sum of my day. Sucky, isn't it?

No one (in real life) wished me a Happy Valentines Day. This was the most un-valentine-like day ever. But since Valentines day is more of a commercial holiday now...

My night was only slightly better.

I've got the worst earache. Stomachache. Headache. Hideous.

I've got to go to the dentist tomorrow. I pray to God that I won't have any teeth that need pulling or have any cavities. I can't take the needles in my jaw. It HURTS. I remember that I had my tooth pulled out when I was 12. 2 years ago. I can still feel the pain of the needle and the numbness of my mouth. Horrid.

I hate numb mouths. I can chew on my jaw and not feel a thing. But it makes me feel lightheaded. But alas, I am overdue for all of my appointments. Here is the list of my last appointments that I will make tomorrow and Friday.

Dentist: September 2005
Doctor: sometime in late 2003
Eye Doctor: early 2005

I am overdue, as you see.

And I will probably have to take tons of shots. I dread shots as much as I dread needles being stuck in my jaws. They hurt. I used to be horrified of needles. The nurse had to chase me and my mom had to restrain me while I was given the shot. It was quite a scene. Haha, it makes me cringe to this day. I also hate the blood nicks that they do to your finger. It doesn't hurt but man! Why do they have to take blood samples from our dear little delicate fingers?

I am currently in a battle: A battle to stop biting my nails. I hate how bitten nails look. It disgust me and saddens me. I am ultra-sensitive these days. I've always been very sensitive but these days it's worst. I get sad at the slightest thing.

People keep telling me that I have nice teeth and that I should sell my smile. And I have no idea how.

Okay. Here are the icons for today:




And gotta show some religion:

O RLY?

I found this online. It had me rolling on the floor laughing for half an hour. Then I just started acting straight drunk. Here you go:



NOW LAUGH! MWAHHAHAHAH!

P.S.
I love Panic! at the Disco.

P.P.S.
No one needed to know that.

P.P.P.S.
I'm a nut.

My Reflections on Dolling and The Reason Why it is Looked Into

Layla here:

Dolling is one of the many hobbies that you might take up from spending to much time playing dress up games online *coughmecough*. It gets you to thinking: How do they do this crap anyways? Then you end up looking it up, searching all over the web, figuring out what a base is, figuring out how they do all the tiny effects. It finally leads you to MS Paint, expensive Photoshop, and the less expensive Paint Shop Pro.


My story started while I was searching on deviantart for different cool art. Then I see this one chicks art. She had made some dolls. I was like, I though you weren't allowed to put up copyright stuff on here! I soon learned that she had did the base herself and everything else. I then went on different dolling sites that had dollmakers and found a site that linked to a lot of dolling tutorials (this linking thing isn't working for me so I'll put the website at the bottom). So right. At the time, I had Paint Shop Pro X on my computer. I loved it. I used it for coloring. So I was like, HEY! Another use!

My first doll was crappy, but it is the only one of my dolls that has hair that is completely pixled. No tricks. No nothing. Straight dot-by-dot. Penciled. Okay, my conscience is telling me that I should stop. I then went through tutorials on various websites, mostly Xandorra. It was nice, making dress and shirts and jeans and corsets. I made two Princess Peach dolls, Wonder Woman, a girl that didn't match and give 2 cents about it, me in doll form, a girl in her undergarments, a mermaid, and some more that I can't think of.

The whole point of this was to say that IF YOU PLAY TO MANY DRESSSS UP GAMES YOU MAY START TO WONDER HOW THESE DOLLS ARE MADE.

Irritating sometimes, aren't I?

Aight, peace out.

P.S.
The doll sites:

Doll Tutorial Website
Dress Up Games
Xandorra

The Boredom of Staying at Home

PtPeach here.

I'm bored. Staying at home on a Saturday with annoying, hungry little guys is not my idea of fun. If I was here alone, it'd be something different. Just me, my books, my gamecube, my cooking, and my messenger. Heaven...

At the forum that I visit, named The Fungi Forums, I was awarded runner-up in the category for "Most Improved". An honor, if you ever remembered how much of a hardheaded, grammar-less, 'lol' looser I was, you'd be happy, too. Here is the award:



Beautiful, isn't she?

I was also looking at an online store, titled Pixel Girl Shop. This store has some of the most adorable little accessories! (I love Mozilla Firefox 2.0...it gets all of my mistakes). Like the scarves and the plushies! They are expensive, but made by the artist and are limited in quantity and they are good quality (as I hear). I'm going to purchase a pair of fingerless gloves...cause I think they look cool ^_^.

In other news...there were some beautiful white tigers born! Here are some pictures:









Aren't they adorable!!! I just love them! Of course, now, thousands of name suggestions are pouring in...maybe I should mail them a suggestion of the name "Layla". Yeah, pretty name don't you think...XD :p

And here are the cutest little icons for today: